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Monday, August 30, 2004

Fuck i feel like killing myself.Smile given to everyone but im fucking dEAd inside. Talk about enjoy!! HAh!! In Singapore i cant define the meaning of enjoy just fucking bz with stuff dat happened daily again and again.Finally got to met her for just abt 2 hrs after 336 hrs of none meeting. Wow wat a day with her.2hrs hah!ok forget it.nvm fuck it.I don knw when i can really spend quality time with her. Hopefullylah.... after her major exams. Been werking my ass out lately just for nothing.Probably for the money but i feel like its not.I just like my werk. Yesterdae i got money from a customer just being honest.Being honest does pay. Then i got a cake,a bdae cake from a customer 4 just being to friendly with a group of girl teenagers. Hah yesterdae oso kena make"FUCK U" BY CUSTOMER. Wow a lot of things happened yesterdae.Mix feelings,there were happy,sad,angry and tired as well.Hah!! I love my job. My pay coming and paying my bills and cd dats it.Wonder wat she's doing knw.I always think of her don knw abt herlah.Aaaaaah! fuck fuck fuck!! i hate myself! i fucking hate myself!! Hatred!! Ok im gonna take kerosene at set my heart ablaze!!

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Someone's using my nick!! So dear frens beware aite

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Monday, August 23, 2004

Ok now it has been 192 hrs longer than the last time. I miss her sey... Help me anione. I really want to meet her bbadlylah!! Haizzz.... madness ahh. Everyday think of her. Cb knn... Cannot sleep at nite. Cb my hp kena pay termination charges. Wat the hell. Well werk hard..Found out my cousin werking at cafe cartel suntec so yippeee.....So i can go home wit her. Atlast i finish my stupid proposal thanks to my fren.Last Fridae wif the same bunch of frens, me,alif and ayu wen slacking session. Met the rest at BK Liat towers a.k.a trendy palace.Waaaa miss her badly liao... Hope i can see her todae. Todae off. So i think i want go jalan2 alone at town ah. pACK MY BAG,DISCMAN ok go.jalan2 alone best.Freedom to move anywhere.I cant think of anitink to rite.Just some emo stuff but ahhhh heck ahh. I just miss her badly ok dokie.Oh todae her prelims ahh... wish you good luck k dear. Oklah itu je. Peace upon you!!

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Its been 120 hrs i never got to meet her. Wait a minute... don't get the wrong idea aite frens. She's buzy with her exams and art and everything. Ahhh skool...you knw!! So waiting for her to squeezed in time to meet her. Look forward for dat..Ok im broke. Guess im not going to the 28th gig.Ahh dats all lah for the moment k. See ya soon.

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

I guess me and her understand each other well after wat happened to us!! We'll being stupid is not wrong.Mistakes?? Nope! We're humans and never escape it. Hah! i refuse to be emo like wat she said.Got to pick myself up.I when to the 'Folk Punk Explosion' mini gig.Must say it is quite good.Basically its about the politics.Steve towson was there.Want to knw abt him go ah www.stevetowson.com k.bye.

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

DID I DID SOMETHING RITE OR AM I JUST A STUPID FOOL!!! I LOVE HER A LOTS. ITS ME TO BE BLAME!! BLAME ME!BLAME ME! BLAME ME!BLAME ME! PLEASE FORGIVE ME. IM MAKE A MISTAKE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I DON WANT YOU TO SLIP AWAY FROM MY HANDS.PLS....yOU KNW MY INTENTIONS OK!!! AHHH FEEL SO SHITTY SINCE YESTERDAE.i BETTER SHUT UP!HOW STUPID I AM!!

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Friday, August 13, 2004

Just finish my blog construction. Yeahness! My frens in skool were like "atlast you change your skin!" Hah!!I donno wen will be the next time i'll change my blogskin. Actually nothing good has happened lately just personal feelings.Yesterday when jamming with the so called "first chapter" with Alif!Finish at ten wen hm saw boy fenix and gang at Macfaggot tamp.Slack till 12!Basically all of which consist of me,inn,fad,nik and suhayl where laughing on this guy whose voice was damn funny!! His voice was like he just suck helium!! We reali kutuk him and laugh listening to differnt imagination of dat guy!! Bastard siak kita!!Went hm cannot sleep so watch tv.Cook maggi at 3 o'clock in the morning,Madneessss!Lapar sey... Makan tdo soyal macam babi!! Today werk!!Gd atlast!! boring duduk rumah asik kena nag je!! Macam dengar Goregrind 24 hrs! Besok Girlfest!! Mesti banyak chickies! Ooops terlupa dah ade GFlah.Cb!!Giong there wit her!! I don knw the place!! Tml can koling2 ahh!! Wah 4 days never meet her!! cb knn! Boring ahh! I hope i can see her later! Hopefully!!Cb got spoy check!! Lucky never where my stupid cap,wearing slippers,hair longla. Ahhh watever ahh!! Ahhh mis her badly liao!! Ayu hope you go tml the Girlfest.I left wit 20 buck in my bank!! Wat the hell did i do wit my money ahhhh!!!! I oso donno ahh! Ahh oh duit!oh duit di mana engkau duit!!Aku nak jadi kaya!jadi kaya raya!! Hhaha! most real!!I felt emo lately i donno why ah... Asik dengar lagu promise je!! Maybe she make me emo!! Shit man i guess im emo too hah tweet!! OKOK! im in the wrong!!Oso never hear her voice 4 2 days!Ahh!! besok blehlah!!ok dok rase2 itu jelah untuk segmen "KAYPO" HARI NI!!Selamat DOK2 sekalian!

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

HAHAHA MALAS!!BARU TUKAR SKIN. bYE.

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Wooww! Singapore has turn 39 orady!! Alah still young!!aNIWAE MANY INCIDENTS had happened during the holidaes!! Got my pay then go and watch movie!! Hah! gues wat AYU ...you're rite!! ShouLd have told her dat im going wit my frens!! I now she was unhappy dat dae!! Guess its my mistake!! Sori to her.Dat was on Sat.Sundae...when to Ain's wedding.It was the 1st time i when to a frens wedding!! Rasa tak kena gaya sey...!!I felt so awkward.Many peeps there!! Took Pic wit ain and her Husband.Hahhh!! Then when too town wanting too watch the firewerks.Credits goes to Aisya and frens who accompanied me on buying the shirt. Thanks a lot.Yesterdae when met her and wen the HxC GIG!! cELEBRATING tHE EXISTENCE OF LIONCITY HARDCOre.then go jalan2 wit her!! go esplanade.Watch the firewerks.Then lepak at sogo tamp. We both did some talking abt wat reali happened on sat andd along the wae of our relationship!!Sometime i feel like i care for her feelings more than mine!!It feels like im carrying a jar filled with water to the brim,carefully not to spill it.That wat im doing to her. I just wanna make her happy dats all! I hope you remember wat we tok abt k yesterdae! ciaos

What would you say if I asked you not to go To forget everyone forget everything and start over with me Would you take my hand and never let me go promise me you'll never let me go And now the stars aren't out tonight but neither are we to look up at them why does hello feel like goodbye These memories can't replace These wishes I wish and dreams I chase Take this broken heart and make it right I feel like I've lost everything when your gone Left remembering what its like To have you here with me I thought you should know Your not making this easy I never thought I'd be the one to say "Please don't, please don't leave me" Take my hand and never let me go Take my hand and never let me go Promise me You'll never let go Make this last forever

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Haizzz....!!! its been 4 dreadful days coz i never met her! Ahh missing her orady!! She's got her exams coming up.Stress wit school and oso her damn stupid frens!! So much for calling frens.Huergghh!! i feel dead man!! With such a great fren in school but i still feel the emptinesss without her arnd. Been werking my bones out 4 5 days.Got my Swensens paycheck!!Happy for a moment there!! I realli hope i can see her and juz onli juz put away my loneliness!! AHH. sound damn emo!! Where's the hardcore in me man?? Yup i lisstens to HxC BUT i have a feelng too!! Guess im meeting her for the HxC gig at cuppage on mon! Another 2 dreadful,turmoil,chaos,catastrophe watever... daes to add on! im just missing her.Guess must understand she's havin her exams.... ok lah atleast i knw she's good to me and true.... Todae off from my werk,tml oso.Notting to do.Yeserdae wen hm wit alif and ayu.Drop at kovan.makan at kfc Heartland mall.Never even been there so yesterdae 1st time!!Ahh i feeling dead!Just donno wat to rite!! ok!! later if i hv smtink to rite ill update k!! Bye

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Monday, August 02, 2004

Hi peeps!! Cant think of anything ah!! Just dat i've started werk at pastamania and i must say its gd!! Slack a lot!! meet different people! Even a gay manager!! Last sat got kot by SSB ABT THE CHAOS DAY THINGY!!watever ah! Met her went jalan2 kat town!Mana lagi nak pgi kat S'pore.Gi Far east lepak kat starbucks kejap then go cineleisure!You look wonderful and gorgeous on satNak tngk wayang but then semua cerita tinggal front seats! Ahh crap!! Kol of nature!! Me and her stomache grumbling! TO the pizza hut we go!! Sental kat sana macam jin!! To full to walk orady!! Wen backlah lepas tu lepak kat tis playground near her hs.Dats wen kita mengadu kasih!! Hahh!! We tok abt problems! Then we go home!! Dats it lah !! TAG BOARDS UP!! So rajin2lah tag eh! Bye!! gd dae mate!!

music makes the people
come together, yeah