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Name::::Muhammad Khussaini Bin Suhaime

Age::::21

Birthday::::29/07/1985

Current status/events::::Serving the Police Coast Guard,

Normal routine::::Slacking,Gigs,Town,town,slack,gig,slck,town,gig
LOVES

Untolerable desire hmm::::Juliana,hardcore/punkrock/emocore/metalcore,Cute/sweet girls,catching illegal immigrants,laugh at myself

PS 3
MY BIKE LISCENCE
& that

HATES
Unappreciated being frens with!
& that
& this
& that

WISH
Upon a star
ORD SOONER
Again ps3
Be with Juli as long as i can

sidekicks
*Baby* | Naziraha> | Eishaa | Aishaa | Khairun | Alif | Ayu | Tweet | Hanif | Aisya | Firdaus | Shazila | Faliq | Fawah | Syikin | Dzafir | Hezwan | Izad | Zuck | Mon | Fatmike | Zur | Ain | makemesmile* | Videos | Converge | Shaihulud | Victory records | Ferret music Bands Update | Gore and brutalism | Yeahhh!! | Yeahh!!! Again! |

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Friday, July 14, 2006

Hey guys know wat....i realise something in life and dats 'CHANGE'.Here's it....at 1 point they here laughing and having fun and suddenly 'poof'gone! Its sad to see some changes in life u don't expect it to happen.The brotherhood wasn't there since the so called ex-pat's come and join us.I CANT SEEMED TO FEEL THE JOY OF BEING AROUND ANIMORE.Not to say i wanna break from the chain but i rather lay low nowFriends i had now never seemed to kol and ask just anything....lET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING....for 9 years not even my closes friend gave me or celebrated my bdae.I guess its too obvious they favour some frens.A wish is all enuff to make my day.I envy at time wen i see some make the effort to buy cakes and gives presents make them happy.I just dont understand y cant it be me? I've always support the idea of surprising them or planning a surprise.I guess i dont deserve this.Best friends huh!! I have many of them they just came by and go.Its sad to see these friends go. I dont give a damn abt my bdae,i dont care oso...but please,dont favour friends. !!
i miss them and the time we had

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Thursday, July 13, 2006

My day at work was just fucked up.The 1st time i saw my deployment it states i do ubin duty...den wen i came back to work,2 officers were on MC and the deployment changed.Wtf!!!i was so happy knowing im doing Ubin duty wit my fren suddenly they give me false hope.Den again i learnt something from NS,Lesson no 1: Dont Trust Anyone.What you say to just ani1 may spread fast whether its bad or good.The things u say may just be a bad insult or backstabbing to them.Sheesh...now wat i'll do is just see,learnt and keep quiet.I thinks dats the best.Lesson no 2:Learnt as much as you can,as fast as u can again whether its bad or good.Just watch your ass after all nothing is wrong untill u get caugt rite guys and lastly....Never trust the deployment list..Its like a gals u knw!!! At 1 point of time ur being deployed to Ubin at poof suddenly all u knw ur at main gate..Complaints is normal but wat to do.. a job is job.You knw why its like a gal?? it plays with your feelings giving false hope as well.Shuckssss!! NS.Theres more lesson to be learnt and onlyt time will tell..Lastly to my dearest gf!!! I miss u. Love ya!!

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Friday, July 07, 2006

Ok guys ...wat do u feel on ur first day of werk?? dum? probably awkward,just dont know wat do do...Having someone so stuck up just adds it up.Yaa dats wat i felt yesterday but...luckily i had my long time friend in the same team as me.Pheew!! Yesterday i did station job.Doing prowlings and security.Did my first refueling of all the boats.Thats was pretty tiring but i was again lucky it was raining.Very much cooler.I wonder what will it be when its hot.Gonna get darker b...That was what i did i my first day of job.Smoking was a must there.We just wait for all the big ranking buggers to go home and thats its...It was as if the place was ours,ours for the taking.I refrain myself from looking at the watch to prevent the anxiety of going home.As soon i saw the other teams arriving in base...dats really brings a smile rite to my ears..The day was over. Love you Juliana

music makes the people
come together, yeah

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Wow...its been a long time i blogg and there too many thing to tells u guys out there.Where shud i start??!!! Oh nvm lets start from ns.Its been total of 7 monts serving the nationand i founf that i missed the days during bmt.Those smile and laughters and fights and now just memories.Those sweat we perspired with such brotherhood around always made training enjoyable...Miss u guys man.Theres a saying good things always comes to an end.Well i posted to Police Coast Guard and another 3 dreadful months again of staying in,AArgghhhhh!!But now im gotten out of there and now in loyang base.Life in there is quite tough though there rank is all that matters.....NS=Nasional Slavery.Imagine an officer would say that to you...He knows wat we felt.But all we got to do is swallow.My life has been great ever since she came to my life..Tell u the truth i love her as each day pass by.I felt the pain of being dump by some1 u love and i am now treasuring the love given my her...We did lots of things i never got to do with her.It been enjoyable b!!!i love you!..I kinda miss lots of people....Friendship is so important at times..I lost a lot of good reliable frens.I hope they are doing good now.*Sigh!*

music makes the people
come together, yeah